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Monday, August 27, 2012

[Around The World #5] Sarajevo, Bosnia and Herzegovina. 2012.


Dobar dan!

Here it is: My Sarajevan blog post ;-) I finally had the chance to edit it since I was moving this weekend. Enjoy!

I have to confess: I was struggling with this post & I still am. Here's the problem: I've got soooo much to say about our stay in Sarajevo (08/07/-08/11), I just can't say everything I want to. At least not the way I want to. There are a billion things in my head I want to get out but I don't think that I would ever find the right words. Besides that I don't feel like I can talk about certain things because they are too painful. So painful that I will never be able to speak about them, never be able to know them - thankfully. Also I don't want to ramble too much since I believe that if I do the magic surrounding this holiday might slowly fade away. I will keep most of it in my heart & leave it there. Therefore I won't say much more and try to let the pictures speak for themselves - even though I will also try to explain some of it or at least quote others. Others who had more words for certain things than I had.

All I can say is: I LOVE Sarajevo. I will come back. I have to come back. My mom and me experienced a lot but not nearly enough. Even though we were running around for 4 days, non-stop, we couldn't manage to see EVERY thing. Sarajevo needs your/our time and it DESERVES it.
In my eyes 'Europe's Jerusalem' is a city you have to visit at least ONCE in your life, no matter who you are or where you are coming from.

That is all.
Much love to the people.

Yours,
Lea.


The Avaz Twist Tower... View from our hotel.

Some of the war's "leftovers" next to our hotel.


The Gazi Husrev-beg Mosque...

... and again.

One of my outfits. I was wearing a dress from H&M and a belt from Italy.

>> Sarajevo unveiled a memorial bearing the names of 521 Bosniak, Serb, Croat, Roma, and Jewish children, ranging in age from 1 day to 14 years old, killed by Serb Army in the brutal 44-month siege of Sarajevo - the longest siege of a capital city in the history of modern warfare. The siege of Sarajevo lasted from April 5, 1992 to February 29, 1996.<< 

What visitSarajevo says:
>> Memorial to Murdered Sarajevo children during the siege of the city 1992 – 1995, in which more than 1.300 children lost their life, was erected on 9th May 2009 (day of victory over fascism), and is the masterpiece of Mensud Kečo, famous Sarajevo sculptor.
The noon time (9th May 2009), alarming sirens marked the time of memorial official presentation to Sarajevo citizens.
Memorial is made of bronze ring which is made of bombshell cases and other kinds of weapons. Bombshell cases were collected after war, melted and were poured into ring. On the ring were imprinted children footsteps, which were imprinted fellow friends of children killed in the war.
Two separate glass sculptures in the middle represent mother which is trying to protect its child. <<

'Welcome to Sarajevo'...

The 'Kazandžiluk', the alley of copper smiths.



The best jewellers in the world.

And the dirt...

It was hot... don't judge. Over the dress I showed you before I just put a little vest made out of lace from Vero Moda.

Another memorial...

Taking the 'Jewish Tour'... The guide was amazing so was Aida - the women we met there. She is from Sarajevo & moved to Australia a long time ago. She comes back every once in a while and always takes tourist tours. Beautiful people.

The St.Joseph Church at Marijin Dvor.

The old Evangelical church & now the 'Academy of Arts'

The place where the Markale massacres took place.The red plate in the back lists the names of the victims.

>> The Markale massacres were two massacres committed by the Army of Republika Srpska on civilians during the Siege of Sarajevo in the Bosnian War. They occurred at the Markale (marketplace) located in the historical core of Sarajevo, Bosnia and Herzegovina.
The first happened on February 5, 1994 when 68 people were killed and 144 more were wounded. The second occurred on August 28, 1995 when a mortar shell killed 37 people and wounded another 90. This latter attack was the stated reason for NATO air strikes against the Bosnian Serb forces that would eventually lead to the Dayton Peace Accords and the end of the war in Bosnia and Herzegovina.
The question of whether the shells responsible for the massacres came from Bosnian government army (ARBiH) or Republika Srpska forces (Vojska Republike Srpske) positions has been the subject of a prolonged controversy.

First Massacre
 The first massacre occurred between 12:10 and 12:15 PM, when a 120 millimeter mortar shell landed in the center of the crowded marketplace. Rescue workers and United Nations (UN) personnel rushed to help the numerous civilian casualties, while footage of the event soon made news reports across the world. Controversy over the event started when an initial UNPROFOR report claimed that the shell was fired from Bosnian government positions. General Michael Rose, the British head of UNPROFOR, revealed in his memoirs that three days after the blast he told General Jovan Divjak, the deputy commander of ARBiH forces, that the shell had been fired from Bosnian positions.
However, a later and more in depth UNPROFOR report noted a calculation error in the original findings. With the error fixed, the United Nations concluded that it was impossible to determine which side had fired the shell. However, in January 2003, the ICTY Trial Chamber in the trial against Stanislav Galić, a Serb general in the siege of Sarajevo, concluded that the massacre was committed by Serb forces around Sarajevo. General Galić was sentenced to life imprisonment for the crimes against humanity during the Siege of Sarajevo.
 On that day were killed: Senad Arnautović, Ibrahim Babić, Mehmed Baručija, Ćamil Begić, Emir Begović, Vahida Bešić, Gordana Bogdanović, Vaskrsije Bojinović, Muhamed Borovina, Faruk Brkanić, Sakib Bulbul, Jelena Čavriz, Almasa Čehajić, Zlatko Čosić, Alija Čukojević, Verica Ćilimdžić, Smilja Delić, Ifet Drugovac, Dževad Durmo, Fatima Durmo, Kemal Džebo, Ismet Fazlić, Vejsil Ferhatbegović, Dževdet Fetahović, Muhamed Fetahović, Ahmed Fočo, Majda Ganović, Isma Gibović, Rasema Hasanović, Alija Hurko, Mirsada Ibrulj, Mustafa Imanić, Rasema Jažić, Razija Junuzović, Hasija Karavdić, Mladen Klačar, Marija Knežević, Selma Kovač, lbro Krajčin, Sejda Kunić, Jozo Kvesić, Numo Lakača, Ruža Malović, Jadranka Minić, Safer Musić, Nura Odžak, Mejra Orman, Hajrija Oručević, Seid Prozorac, Smajo Rahić, Igor Rehar, Rizvo Sabit, Zahida Sablja, Nedžad Salihović, Hajrija Smajić, Emina Srnja, Džemo Subašić, Šaćir Suljević, Hasib Šabanović, Ahmed Šehbajraktarević, Bejto Škrijelj, Junuz Švrakić, Pašaga Tihić, Munib Torlaković, Ruždija Trbić, Džemil Zečić, Muhamed Zubović i Senad Žunić.

Second Massacre
The second massacre occurred in August of the following year at about 11:00 AM, with five shells being fired but a smaller number of casualties. Serb authorities, as they did following the 1994 incident, denied all responsibility and accused the Bosnian government of bombarding its own people to incite international outrage and possible intervention. A 1999 report to the United Nations General Assembly, UNPROFOR considered the evidence clear: a confidential report from shortly after the event concluded that all five rounds had been fired by the Army of Republika Srpska. As soon as technical and weather conditions allowed, and the safety of UN personnel traveling through Serb territory was secured, Operation Deliberate Force commenced.
However, Russian colonel Andrei Demurenko asserted that UNPROFOR's research was flawed, as it began from the conclusion that the shells were fired from Serbian positions and didn't test any other hypothesis; and that he, immediately visiting supposed mortar locations found that neither of them could be used to fire the shells. He concludes that Serbian forces were falsely blamed for the attack in order to give justification for NATO attacks on Serbs.
David Harland, former head of UN Civil Affairs in Bosnia, claimed at the trial of General Dragomir Milošević in ICTY that he was responsible for the creation of the myth that UNPROFOR was unable to determine who had fired the mortar shells that caused the Markale 2 massacre. The myth that has survived for more than ten years, Harland said was created because of a “neutral statement” made by General Rupert Smith, the UNPROFOR commander.
 On the day when the second attack on Markale happened, General Smith stated “it is unclear who fired the shells, although at that time he already had the technical report of UNPROFOR intelligence section, determining beyond reasonable doubt that they were fired from VRS positions at Lukavica”. Harland’s responsibility lies in the fact that he himself advised General Smith to make “a neutral statement in order not to alarm the Serbs who would be alerted to the impending NATO air strikes against their positions had he pointed a finger at them”.
That would have jeopardized the safety of UN troops in the territory under VRS control or on positions where they might have been vulnerable to retaliatory attacks by Serb forces. In 2007, a Serb general, Dragomir Milošević, former commander of the Sarajevo-Romanija Corps, was found guilty of the shelling and sniper terror campaign against Sarajevo and its citizens from August 1994 to late 1995. Milošević was sentenced to 33 years in prison. The Trial Chamber concluded that the Markale town market was hit on August 28, 1995 by a 120 mm mortar shell fired from the Sarajevo-Romanija Corps positions.

Trial
In January 2004, prosecutors in the trial against Stanislav Galić, a Serb general in the siege of Sarajevo, introduced into evidence a report including the testimony of ammunition expert Berko Zečević. Working with two colleagues, Zečević's investigation revealed a total of six possible locations from which the shell in the first Markale massacre could have been fired, of which five were under VRS and one under ARBiH control.
The ARBiH site in question was visible to UNPROFOR observers at the time, who reported that no shell was fired from that position.
Zečević further reported that certain components of the projectile could only have been produced in one of two places, both of which were under the control of the Army of Republika Srpska.
 The court would eventually find Galić guilty beyond reasonable doubt of all five shellings prosecutors had charged him with, including Markale. Although widely reported by the international media, the Helsinki Committee for Human Rights noted that the verdict was ignored in Serbia itself. <<
The Eternal flame ("Vječna vatra"), the memorial to the military and civilian victims of the WWII. The only time it wasn't burning was during the war.

Our second tourist guide - an impressive man - trying to show me what material a 'Sarajevo Rose' is filled with. He survived the siege of Sarajevo, the fragment of a shell that's still in his knee. In 1994 he was able to go to Germany, then Switzerland and came back to 'his city' years after the war. 

This 'rose' was nearby the Cathedral.

I'll let VisitSarajevo speak again:
>> A Sarajevo Rose is a concrete scar caused by a mortar shell's explosion that was later filled with red resin. Mortar rounds landing on concrete create a unique fragmentation pattern that looks almost floral in arrangement. Because Sarajevo was a site of intense urban warfare and suffered thousands of shell explosions during the war, the marked concrete patterns are a unique feature to the city.
Aggressor deployed about 300 tanks, over 100 mortars and a large number of soldiers and snipers on the hills surrounding Sarajevo. The siege lasted for 1425 days (43 months) – being longest one in modern history, and the cty’s only link to the world at the time was the Sarajevo Tunnel. Over 470,000 grenades fell on Sarajevo on those days, or 330 per day. During the siege, about 35,000 buildings were destroyed, including hospitals, maternity units, schools, museums, libraries, mosques, churches, etc. About 50,000 Sarajevo citizens were wounded. 10,650 civilians were killed, among which 1,601 were children.
Grenades falling on the city were leaving characteristic scars on the pavement, in shape of flowers. After the aggression these scars were painted red. These unique marks of death and heroic defense of Sarajevo were named Sarajevo roses.
They are unavoidable part of history of this city, a stately monument for dead people of Sarajevo, engraved deeply in hearts of the people of Sarajevo. They are there where someone was stopped in a line for water, children running to school or just playing light-heartedly. During the siege we were divided into those who grow these roses by their lives and those who survived and watered the roses with their tears. And that was the only difference.
Not long after the war we witnessed removal of Sarajevo Roses, which is unfortunately being passed over in silence... <<
 

The guide showing me the memorial for the people killed by shells as they were standing in line to get bread. That very moment he was pointing at his aunt's name. 


Where Franz Ferdinand was assassinated.

Lunch... Dress: H&M. Earrings: Sarajevo.

In front of the Gazi Husrev-beg Mosque.



The new synagogue.
 
The famous "Sebilj" fountain in the centre of Baščaršija square. Many say it is the heart of the city. 

Fountain of the Gazi Husrev-beg Mosque by night. 

The Gazi Husrev-beg Mosque by night...

Outside & inside the "Gazi Husrev-bey's bezistan". It is one of the preserved bezistans in Sarajevo. It still serves its old purpose: trading. 
 
Ruins of the Tašlihan.

VisitSarajevo quotes Dr. Ćiro Truhelka:   
>> Well-known historian Dr. Ćiro Truhelka in his book, "Gazi Husrev-beys life and time" among other things for Tašlihan says the following:

" Tašlihan and Bezistan have always faithfully shared the fate of Sarajevo. In the good and old times, there used to be golden well, from whom flowed the prosperity and wealth for Sarajevo people, which was so famous, so that the old travel-writers could not admire enough, and in the dark days when – except the plague – the biggest Sarajevo enemy, fire, ravaged the city, Bezistan and Tašlihan, suffered together." <<

The "Cathedral Church of the Nativity of the Theotokos", the largest Serbian Orthodox church in Sarajevo and one of the largest in the Balkans.

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

A Bosnian Summer. - or: Dobro došli!!!


Zdravo dolls!

Yes - I am back from my trip to Bosnia. And yes - I didn't upload any posts during my stay. Like Marilyn said: "I've tried to change my ways but the things that make me late (in this case: the things that wouldn't allow me to spend time on blogspot) are too strong, and too pleasing."

Anyways. I had an AWESOME time and wish I could go back or at least could have stayed a bit longer. Unfortunately I had to go back since I am moving on Friday and university starts in less than a month. 

Just like the last two times I went to Bosnia I arrived with a lot & returned with more. With more  information, stronger feelings, more soul & more will to come back again (also: more stuff... don't judge me ;-)). I feel like I got to know myself a little bit better, once again. Besides my 'personal growth' it is amazing to see how much changed in only 3 years. Houses which were still destroyed by the war are now back to their old beauty. People look different. More at peace, even though there is still some tension and obviously pain in most of their faces. I can't even put my finger on it but something has changed. It is like the country grew, grew stronger. Not to what it was before the war, I guess, but into something else. Something new. I believe once BiH finishes growing it will turn into a totally new form of beauty (if there can ever be an end to growth like this). Bosnia is a country which evolves, quickly - even though I am not too sure whether this quickness is good (I can't imagine people suddenly having enough money to rebuild their houses in 3 years if they didn't have the money to do so for nearly 14 years. But that's another story.) In my opinion the fact that there is a development is most important & the fact that this development goes way deeper than building new houses or driving new cars. It is about the people I've met, the people I know. 

My mom and I spent 4 days in Sarajevo and 6 in Zenica where we were visiting good friends of mine (I'd actually call them family...). Despite the fact that our hotels were located in these cities we also  made a lot of road trips to the cities of Travnik, Mostar, Međugorje and Visoko, just to name a few.
I will definitely upload pictures of all of the places we visited. As a matter of fact here's the deal: The next days (maybe weeks) I will upload and include them in my 'Around The World series'. I've also got a haul coming up, containing the stuff I bought while I was out there.

On that note: Laku noć!!!

Yours, 
Lea.



Taking a break in Austria.

Nice boy selling 'lubenica' near the Bosnian/Croatian border.

Near Doboj.

Hotel #1. Hotel Grand in Sarajevo.

View on the Avaz Twist Tower from our hotel room. The first night in Sarajevo.

Hotel #2. Motel Almy in Zenica.

Mommy. :-)

Zenica.



>>Bosnia is under my skin. It's the place you cannot leave behind. I was obsessed by the nightmare of it all; there was this sense of guilt, and an anger that has become something much deeper over these last years.<<
  - Paddy Ashdown.


Monday, August 6, 2012

"...the golden tree of life springs ever green." - or: Farewell Germany!

"All theory, dear friend, is gray, but the golden tree of life springs ever green."
- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe


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Good morning people!

The promised second post with pictures taken during the time I stayed at my grandma's house this summer. 
As you can see the lovely green outside inspired not only my outfit but also the post. 

The skirt is new. I bought it at a local store - it's actually from Vero Moda. Since it was on sale & I loved the fit, colour & cut I bought two of it. ;-)

The next post will be uploaded in Bosnia. 
Therefore: Farewell Germany, hello Bosna i Hercegovina!
 We'll meet again in 12 days. 

Yours, 
Lea.  

Sunday, August 5, 2012

[Around The World #4] Zenica, Bosnia and Herzegovina. 2009.









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Alo lovelies!

I guess it's time for another "Around The World", namely #4.
The pictures above were taken during my first trip to Zenica, Bosnia and Hercegovina in July 2009. Unfortunately I don't have any of the pictures I took on my second trip anymore (in October 2009) - don't ask why.
I visited the country in July 2009 to attend the wedding of one of my former friends. Ever since then I fell in love - some of my best AND some of my worst memories lay there. Even though not all of my experiences have been pretty: I don't ever want to miss ANY of them plus I am thankful for each and every single experience I made out there.
For some odd reason Bosnia feels a lot more like home to me than Germany does. I guess even though the culture is very different from Romania's, Bosnia is still more similar to Romania than Germany could ever be. I hope that makes sense. ;-) Since I never had the chance to stay in Romania for a couple of weeks, Bosnia is what I can connect with in that department - PLUS I have always been interested in its history [obviously.. otherwise I wouldn't start studying 'South East European Studies']

I thought I'd share the pictures in honor of me going back tomorrow. I am finally going on vacation - the last time before university. : ) 
  
Yours, 
Lea.


Rest in Paradise Marilyn!


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“Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it’s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.”
- Marilyn Monroe
 

Remembering 50 years.
June 1st, 1926 - August 5th, 1962 


I want to use this opportunity to honor one my icons: The great Marilyn Monroe. 50 years ago today the world lost an amazing actress, a stunningly beautiful woman & most of all: a very inspiring lady.
Rest in Heaven Mrs. Monroe.



Timpul vindecă orice rană. - Time heals all wounds.



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Hey there dolls :-]

I'm sorry for my lack of posts [AGAIN] but I had plenty of stuff to do: I am going on vacation tomorrow plus I had a lot of organizational stuff to do since I am moving the week after coming back from my trip. [BTW: I will upload another post today which actually 'contains' my holiday destination...]

Anyways. The pictures above were taken at my grandma's two weeks ago. My mom & me for a couple of days. It is always lovely to be around your family or loved ones if you need a break from everything & some time to recreate.
I have another post coming up with pictures from my mamaie's and will probably upload it tomorrow morning.

I was wearing a quite casual outfit: Jeans, top and one of my favourite cardigans [mainly because it goes with nearly everything].
As for my shoes I was wearing a lovely & comfortable pair of wedges. Also, I am very proud of my 'self-designed/combined-necklace(s)' ^.^
The little cross is from my mom [she got it for her confirmation], the 'Star of David' was a gift she got me in Jerusalem & the hamsa is from Morocco [even though I bought it in Cologne a while ago].
I hope you enjoyed the pictures & above all my tata's roses!!!!!
Yours, 
Lea.